~Dreaming-in-Red

It's finally closed. Immortal Sojourns that is... and I tried to stick it out as long as I could, but I guess in the end I couldn't hold on, but that's me always running from the bad things. But now I look at it and it says closed, that it is now closed and it sort of feels like a part of me was closed with it and I'm sure I'm not the only one who feels as such either and yet it couldn't have happened at a better time. There are things I need to do with my life and now that IS is gone I have that time, no it wasn't keeping from doing what I needed to do, I was, it was my choice at the time. I wasn't ready then, but I do believe I am now and I'm not fully coming back until I get a few parts of my life in order. If that makes anyone mad or feel hurt I'm sorry, but I need to do what I need to do.

And right now I can barely sit in front of the computer anyways as I hurt my side on Monday in a water war with some friends... I pulled and or tore a muscle or two so basically I'm doing what I can to get through work, stretching and laying on my bed when I get home with a heating pad against it.

But all this doesn't mean I'm leaving for good, I'm just taking some time to put some things into motion. You are all my friends and I need you, even if with some of you it's been a little rocky. I hope that none of you will forget me, I don't want to be gone for long, but I'm not going to rush the things I must do either because I want to do them right. So don't forget me, I will be back and again those who have my cell number feel free to text message me, those who don't have it but would like it send me a message and I'll give it to you. Those who don't wish to have it, please feel free to e-mail me, I'm checking that every day.

I will also be leaving entries on here every so often so that you all know that I'm alive and what is going on exactly.

This isn't goodbye, it won't be for a very long time.


Mood: Sore